The life of an almost-dwarf :)

Leave me the fuck alone.

For once, I DO NOT WANT A RELATIONSHIP.

I REALLY, REALLY LIKE BEING ALONE.

Stop asking to hangout with me, seriously. If I already cancelled plans with you a few times, and keep telling you how busy I am with school and work, STOP IT ALREADY. I don’t have time to get to know you. 

If I really wanted to get to know you, I would do it. I would initiate conversation or a date to hangout.

I just want to go to work, go running, hang with the people I already know, embarrass myself at karaoke, and not have to worry about shaving so you can put your grimey hands all over me.

HOP

OFF

MY

TITS.

Welp. My mom will have no income 3 weeks from now. No more job.

It’s kinda sad that I stayed here in Pensacola and lived with my mom for college to save money, and I still ended up taking out loans for tuition. And NOW I’m not even gonna have a place to live. It’s fanfreakingtastic. Most broke college kids have parents and grandparents to fall back on for money or a place to stay. I don’t anymore. All I have is my mom and now she can’t provide for me. God knows how shitty she has to feel.

And silly me, I’ve been worried about my relationship problems and not being able to get the tattoos I want so badly. Now I might not have a home. A place to live. Food to eat, a car…

Life couldn’t have spiraled downward at a more perfect time. When I was finally doing whats best for me and being genuinely happy. This is the one reason I find it hard to be religious. I know I don’t deserve any of this and neither does my mom. All we do is work hard to survive. Why is this happening?

It’s not fair.

I’ve never been so scared in my life.

If you have any suggestions about what I can do, please, feel free to inbox me.